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Big Shadow

Marta Balcewicz

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English
Book*hug
21 September 2023
Finalist for the 2023 Foreword INDIES Book of the Year Awards

In an unnamed town in the summer of 1998, Judy is an isolated and inexperienced teenager on the cusp of adulthood struggling to craft an identity for herself-especially as the artist she wants to be.

There is little help around her. Her only friends are increasingly obsessed with a cultish belief in a coming ""Big Shadow."" Her mother is afraid of life and finds solace in TV shows. At her lowest point, Judy meets Maurice Blunt, a visiting summer poetry class professor who is a ""has-been"" fixture of the 1970s NYC punk music scene. Judy believes Maurice-a man more than twice her age desperately seeking lost adoration-is the ticket out of her current life. Soon, she begins taking secret weekend trips to visit him.

Judy's visits to his apartment in New York bring hopes of belonging to the city's cultural world and making a living as a video artist. With each trip and frustrated promise, however, she feels the creeping realization that there is a price to pay for her golden ticket entry into this insular and moribund scene. Judy must navigate the shifting power dynamics with her aging gatekeeper and the possibility of building an early adult identity alone.

An affecting novel of psychological nuance and dark humour, Big Shadow explores the costs of self-deceit, fandom, and tenuous ambitions, exposing the lies we'll tell ourselves and the promises we'll make to edge closer to what we want... or what we think we want.
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Imprint:   Book*hug
Country of Publication:   Canada
Dimensions:   Height: 215mm,  Width: 133mm,  Spine: 30mm
Weight:   367g
ISBN:   9781771668316
ISBN 10:   1771668318
Pages:   300
Publication Date:  
Audience:   General/trade ,  ELT Advanced
Format:   Paperback
Publisher's Status:   Active
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MARTA BALCEWICZspent her early childhood in Pomerania and Madrid, and now lives in Toronto. Her work has appeared inCatapult,Tin Houseonline,Vol. 1. Brooklyn,Washington Square Review,The Rumpus, andPassages North, amongst other publications. Her fiction was anthologized inTiny Crimes(Catapult, 2018). She received a fellowship from Tin House Workshops in 2022.Big Shadowis her first novel.

Reviews for Big Shadow

"""Big Shadow explores teenage apathy in detail, but avoids this all too common problem by infusing the book with charming doses of quaintness and naïveté."" --Toronto Star. ""Balcewicz has a knack for humor both observational and deadpan, symbolism both ironic and earnest, and peculiar turns of phrase . . . At times, Balcewicz's prose channels Sheila Heti's wry brooding."" --Chicago Review of Books. Big Shadow by Marta Balcewicz is included in Vol. 1 Brooklyn's Books of the Month: May 2023 edition. ""Big Shadow is an addictive read beaming with intrigue . . . In magnifying the myopic struggle of art versus commerce and ambition versus reality, Big Shadow most viscerally captures the essence of the formative years of the human experience."" --Aquarium Drunkard."


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